Tuesday, March 22, 2011

There Is A House


There is a house. Every misshaped stone set in place with course mortar and weathered hands. Thatch spills over the rooftop, shading the blossoms and herbs. A creeping vine winds its path up the side of one wall, finding a home in every crevice of chipped stone. A cobblestone pathway leads to a large wooden door, beckoning the friend and stranger alike. There is a home. A kitchen with a brick oven. Every pot is cast iron and every pan is made of copper. All the spoons are wooden, absorbing the flavors of the food. An old woman is there, with a kind, wrinkled face. Her face, arms, and apron are covered in flour, and she kneads a lump of dough with expert hands while humming a tune. A loaf of fresh bread rests nearby, waiting for the expected, yet unknown visitor who would next enter the doorway. A basket of fresh vegetables waits to be blended into a hearty soup.

Peek around the hallway. An old man sits in a chair with an even older book on his knee. He lifts his pipe and ponders life. A map and a telescope are placed near the window, hinting of someone still young at heart. A cup of tea half drunk and a pair of wiry spectacles are nestled among papers on the table. The song of a bird drifts on the breeze through the open window. Tiptoe around the corner. The wooden floor creaks beneath soft feet. A wardrobe, a dim mirror, peeling paint, a lace duvet. What memories are to be found here? Follow the hallway to the back door. Step outside again. The morning mist is gone, the countryside alive. A well pump still flows, and white linens dance up and down the clothesline. The days drift by slowly, contentedly; speaking of a life well lived, well shared, well served, well loved.

One carries a beautiful face who has lived long in hardship, yet whose heart still beats with dreams. Dreams of love and joy and unseen things. A life who gives and pours and loves will leave behind a legacy. There is a house. It is more than sticks and stones. It is a labor of love to those whose lives the dweller touches. There is a home.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Fragrances of Jesus

Last Sunday night at youth group, we talked about the fragrances of Jesus, as mentioned in the Song of Solomon. Every attribute of Jesus is the exact opposite of every struggle in our lives when we turn to them instead of Him to fill the desires inside of us. For examples, when we long for love, we turn to lust. The good news is, is that as His beloved ones, we bear His fragrance now, and our identity is not in our sin but in Him and His attributes. So when God looks at us, He doesn't see lust, but His own Son's love. He understands our struggles, but they don't define who we are anymore. So, we went around the room to different stations, and relished in our new identity in Him.














3-2-11

It's a peaceful day.
The sun is shining,
The warmth is slowly moving in,
The aroma of baking cookies fills the air,
Soft music is playing in the background.
I hugged my mom today.

Between work, I'm contemplating my life,
Thankful that when God looks at me, He sees Jesus...
...Not my failures

Been dealing with anger lately,
And self-sufficiency.
I'm not who I want to be yet;
Don't feel much like trying.
Just want to soak in His presence
and let His love wash the stress away.